I am at Year 2 with my *certain someone close died* that would make me mad or angry/ sad or worse sad. I hadn"t been honest with everyone on NewGrounds of why i hadn't been making entries on collab or show my drawings on the art list. or have not made an animation since my stop motion video. may be inapporaite for kids and others that may find depressing of my words slash feeling sorry for me. I dont need it because Such a bad person that people label me as.

Was at Year 1 with Crisis mode at year zero. then crisis mode after we moved out.

Crisis mode in moved in from my old house and to a apartment complex with people 2022.

Used to be normal and carefree before 2022/2023.

Now like in this blank white space in comatose accident with no way of progress.

Also i cant stand cynical people or that one steam user called me a girl and grow up for a trade cancelled didnt go his way.

Going to therapy soon, maybe I could go back joining collabs again with Aalasteir, Anassanimationpro, Other peeps that list of fans on my newgrounds account and not watch any cynical youtuber that would suck my soul dry then be a husk after that. My brothers laugh shocked me. its horrifying.